Life's great mysteries

also I just found a ripped piece of newspaper in my pocket with "Aug. 1 2003" written on it, in my own handwriting. ????

Life is full of beautiful mysteries.

(maybe I time traveled and put into my own pant pocket to tell myself something.... OK I gotta stop thinking about Lost)

commitma-phobia?

So today, I was repainting my nails sparkly red and, as I waited for them to dry, my thoughts wandered and things occurred to me.

I was thinking about the word "friends" and being in a relationship and being able to call people "our friends". More specifically, I guess, I am getting to the point where I can call people "Jory and my friend". Not "my friend, who he knows" or "his friend" but our friend.

And it kinda weirds me out. I realized I REALLY tend to keep that separate. Oddly enough I have never had "our friends" with a boyfriend before. It has always been my friend and their friend. I am sure this is because I am a bit socially inept and my past boys have been too. :P

So anyways, blah blah blah, I realized today that the concept of our friend is somewhat foreign and scary to me. The world of joint friends is scary. It means a commitment to me. Lives are getting all inter-wound and woven. It is scary because it opens up further possible realms of getting hurt. Like, if we broke up, I wouldn't just lose one person, I would be losing lots of people.

I think for this reason, I occasionally come off as standoffish (a favorite word of mine btw) or not as social and bubbly and as friendly as I would like.

Anyways, maybe it is not a good thing for me to have this free time when the kids are napping to come on here and ramble, blah blah blah blah.... Point of the post is, I am totes getting past this problem, slowly and with much nerves, aka The Anna way.

awesome possum

Happy Monday! It is going to be an awesome week.

Itemized...

• I have shimmery candy apple red nails
• LOST season premiere
• I am craving wings.. and I WILL get them
• Friday = train to Niagara Falls with my baby

woo woo

TTC awards

Welcome to my first ever TTC AWARDS post ! !

Will be updated and elaborated on as new randomness occurs to me! Feel free to contribute, suggest, disagree, etc...

With no further ado...

Best style: Dupont subway station:

Best Name: CASTLE FRANK

Best smelling: EGLINTON

(cinnabon!)

Worst Smelling: Lansdowne

(who knows?)

Dankest: St Clair West

SPECIAL Best Themed Station to:

Museum

Quotes of the Day

Madison: Is that your hat?....... (stares wide eyed) It is big... REALLY big.

Quote 2

Madison: My school has hypoFOAMmia.

ummmm what?

Of course it has been a long time since I have posted. And many holiday things have happened and I got lots of amazing present. But that will come later... and not at all... whatever.